102 Social Contretemps

102_contretemps @ 2009-11-03T00:26:00

2009-11-02T17:35:07Z

so this is what it feels like. loss. permanent and steady.

today, there is one less person in the world who loves me.

but i am unwaveringly selfish. today is not about me, it’s about you.

i wonder what it's like. leaving, knowing it's for the last time.

today, there is one less person in the world who loves me. still, i am thankful for the time i had one more than most others do. the tears i shed for you will never be able to return the seemingly countless moments i had with you. forever a lost cause, regret seems to be the wrong road to head down so i choose instead to remain thankful.

i am thankful for the unconditional nature of your love. for the untainted way you saw me. a little naive, simply yet honestly, and without judgment. no one will ever care for me in the same way you did. i will miss that. i will miss you. even for that i am thankful.

102_contretemps @ 2007-02-03T01:07:00

2007-02-02T17:07:27Z

Yeah, it's late. I somehow landed in this lj account that supplies weird-ass, middle-age-sounding names. WAHAHAHA.

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is:
Her Eminence the Very Viscountess Camille the Bloody of Much Madness upon Avon
Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title

102_contretemps @ 2007-02-02T22:42:00

2007-02-02T14:41:18Z

It's sad you've lost your sense of humor.

Shoo, fly.

2007-01-25T10:43:52Z

Random thoughts for the moment:

Whoopee for this new-found freedom.

I have a socsci paper, socsci quiz, chem test, noli presentation and noli talakayan to prepare for for tomorrow but I'm here ranting about it instead of working away.

Second dress fitting was yesterday. I still haven't decided if I'm happy with it. It was pretty, though.

Saturday will be a busy-ass day too. Gotta love junior year.

They say we're learning the same thing the seniors are in algeb. "Di ba kayo masaya? You're advanced in advanced algebra." Bwahaha! Gee, maybe that's why we're dying.

We have a geom session test the monday after prom. >:S

Shoo fly, don't bother me.

102_contretemps @ 2007-01-17T21:43:00

2007-01-17T14:36:56Z

Let us mark a seemingly irrelevant day in this junior year with a post! :)) But first, a line from a very heart-warming song.

I SEE YOU WHINING AND GRINDING UP ON THE FLOOR

I just had my prom dress fitting. HAHAHA. Yeah, yeah, how ditzy. But shit, I am excited. Okay, so we walk into the dress shop and I see this bright yellow dress thing on a mannequin. Mind you, it looked pretty but nooo, this could not be my dress. The dress. It was. I didn't know that gowns are based on a slip dress first, okay. Anyway, I panicked and after mother consoled me saying this wasn't all that my prom dress was ever going to be, I chilled out. Haha, stupid. It fits really good, yo. I am so freaking excited. AAAAAAH.

..........................................................and CHILL.

In commemoration of how prom-obsessed everyone has gotten, here are some funny comments & frequently said lines:

•Friend! What colour is your dress?
•Hey, prom date?
•Just give me the damn green peas, I need to eat something.
•OMG, I shouldn't eat lunch, I already had a cracker.
•If he forgets to get me a corsage, I will stab him with his boutonniere.
•Oh, you're doing green? Friend, I don't think green's exactly your best colour. (translation: I will not have a ka-terno colour come prom night. >:|)
And my all-time favorite:
•Shit, nahihilo nako. (Lack of food. Oh, anorexia, you are a bitch.)

Oh, and. I think I might go off and become a corporate lawyer. What fun (?). That speaker lady we had today was loud, I loved her. WAHAHAHA. She was so aggressive, I was so amused.

102_contretemps @ 2006-12-07T10:31:00

2006-12-07T11:31:34Z

Random thoughts:

• I really want that E in SocSci.
• I will finish five IW cards on Wednesday.
• I'm scared for ~~my prom dress~~ the person who will make my prom dress. I might just stab someone if it's ugly.
• Please don't be ugly.
• There's still no better band-aid than shopping.
• I failed my Algeb test today. Oh sweet VG, don't leave.
• It still hasn't hit me that trimestrals are next week.
• I'm gonna miss my RG3.
• 3A soccer, I swear to Buddha, was the funnest time I’ve had in PE. Chaos soothes me.

I live for December.
after exams.

Well, I'm afraid that I
Well, I may have faked it
And I wouldn't be caught dead in this place

Could you do me a favor

2006-11-09T17:35:23Z

And maybe get out of my head? Like I don't have enough chaos going on around in there.

102_contretemps @ 2006-10-21T05:24:00

2006-10-21T06:25:44Z

Walking to the classroom yesterday, half asleep, I tripped and fell up the stairs. Goddangit. Who does that? That was funny, though. It was the more exciting part of this shitty ~~year~~ week. Everything's either boring me to death or confusing me like hell and my little conflict with gravity is one fitting metaphor for this. Since that's pretty much all I'm doing these days. Falling up.

Oh, and.

HAHA! The ditz has conquered the cube.

Thanks, Atepoopar for the lovely gift. SEXY BACK. ;D

I'm finding so many things pointless.
Blogging, logarithms.
Fixing that final phase of the Rubik's cube.
But they're still there. I still do them.
I don't get it.
I don't get you.

102_contretemps @ 2006-10-17T19:36:00

2006-10-17T11:21:12Z

OMG. I am breaking out. This is horrible.

Annie and Casi, don't let me catch you laughing at this. :S (I so know you are.)

102_contretemps @ 2006-10-09T10:35:00

2006-10-09T10:36:39Z

We've now met our new Spanish teacher. It is still to be agreed upon whether or not we're calling him Señorita. He waltzed into the classroom and started playing these Spanish love songs and I must say that the lyrics to Bubbles of Love definitely freaked me out. "I want to be a fish so I can spend all night immersed in you." HAHAHA. :S And, dude, those are the tightest-ass pants I have ever seen in my life.

We also had some weird sharing session for English. I dislike anything that requires me to open up. Please. She seems unstable though, I feel bad that people have given up trying to look like they're listening to her make drama.

Friday! Oh so magical Friday. (No, not really.) I slept at 3 to finish my IW and tried my very best to make them bongga. I am not a creative person. Agh. We had three straight hours of math today. Add the hour or so of lunch spent on cramming geom definitions in my head and you've got yourself a big bag of Wonderful. My seatmates and I were so freaking sabog already, and I quote, "Cows don't moo, they NGUH!" HAHAHAHAHA.

102_contretemps @ 2006-09-21T21:12:00

2006-09-21T13:08:50Z

I couldn't resist. Haha.

	Quiz Galaxy Predicts that Camille's Last Words Will Be...

"I'll kill you"

'What will your last words be?' at QuizGalaxy.com

The whole idea of a quiz foretelling what your last words will be is hella creepy and Mommy'll get annoyed if she sees some manghuhula's glowing ball in her daughter's blog (when will she, though?) but it's not the picture; it's in the text, man, the text. HAHAHAHAHA.

102_contretemps @ 2006-09-21T18:23:00

2006-09-21T10:13:48Z

Damn this song. It's stuck in my head. Again and again and again, I'm gonna go insane.

Strange, but it actually applies.

102_contretemps @ 2006-06-07T21:42:00

2006-06-07T14:13:05Z

Someone's getting their mutant X-gene-fixing shot tomorrow. So this shall be a tribute to that freak. This won't be pretty (can't believe I'm putting this in my beloved, cheery LJ).

Open wide.

Have fun, poopy. :D

After a lifetime of wanting an A boy, I am now an A girl. HAHAHAHA! Gosh, that doesn't sound right. 3A; everyone's complaining about missing their previous classes blah blah, I'm no different but I won't do that here, it's too depressing.

Oh well, 2C, you treated me well.

I wanted Perez and Borja, damn it.

102_contretemps @ 2006-05-20T01:02:00

2006-05-19T17:06:17Z

whoaman.

i am victorious. that damn obsession is done. am over the hill! (that hill at least) ahahahahaha. being fifteen is a lot more baffling than i thought it'd be. still not getting it.

now that that's outta my mind, i have gone back to fantasizing about shopping. lord, i really am psychotic.

and as with the rest of the world talking non-stop about the da vinci code (it's getting old, man): i shall get in, watch me.

102_contretemps @ 2006-05-18T17:51:00

2006-05-18T09:47:54Z

Holy hell. Summer's running out, third year's coming and with it, insanity. Wonderful.

Strange, I missed blogging. I figured that you don't need to filter what you say here since well, it's your space, you are not obliged to please whomever chooses to visit it. Yes, I've learned that in most of the world, while they claim to have garnered us freedom of speech it is all a lie!! :/ Whahahahaha. I am a bitter child --a boy says I intimidate him; I find that funny (too bad he's cute)-- so sue me.

People must learn to not take me so seriously, I swear. :P

102_contretemps @ 2005-09-19T21:37:00

2005-09-19T13:54:08Z

whahaha. i usually dont blog about this stuff but since i know only a selected few and a few not so selected know about this blog, i wanted to remember when i adj-ed (how the hell do you spell that?) for the very first time. lol. i didnt even bother blog about my first debate but why first adj..? no idea. anyway. that was-as daddy put it-very challenging. :P messy messy notes. :S as always.

today was whoaing. very unexpected and no. am not only speaking of a certain time of the day. each hour proved to be freaky. i sat on a fudging ass [dual purpose] chocolate fudge of some sort. how extremely annoying. it was BIG. >:I

not looking forward to tomorrow. :s

102_contretemps @ 2005-09-03T14:17:00

2005-09-03T06:22:20Z

whao man. haven't updated in a looooong time. anyway, trimestrals are coming! shit shit shit. [is it obvious im sick of xanga and all its annoyingnesses? :P]

and i have no idea who this guy is but he is, as of now, part of my "husbands" list.

lucky number twenty-something.......?

102_contretemps @ 2005-05-05T22:59:00

2005-05-05T14:54:50Z

i feel bad for neglecting my lj. [since it soo very beeyouteafull. being designed by my ate. :P]so i shall update.

im now eating salt and vinegar pringles. Ü happy.

by the way, since i know only ate reads this daRn thing i shall make a shout out.

ATE, wahahahahaha. the score's now camille: 12 bianca: 3. im catching up. im catching up.

IN YOW PACE, DONKEE.

102_contretemps @ 2005-04-18T11:53:00

2005-04-18T03:44:06Z

Your Aura is Yellow

Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you.

You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one man who makes you feel safe.

Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actress.

What Color Is Your Aura? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

102_contretemps @ 2005-04-12T15:49:00

2005-04-12T07:40:12Z

You scored as DKNY.

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Diesel

83%

Anna Sui

83%

DKNY

83%

Dior

75%

Burberry

75%

Gucci

75%

Chanel

67%

Louis Vuitton

58%

Tommy Hilfiger

50%

Abercrombie & Fitch

42%

What Designer Brand Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com

102_contretemps @ 2005-04-03T13:59:00

2005-04-03T04:58:40Z

got a new shirt. whooopeee. Ü am happy now. i love it. i love it. i love it.

watched ms. congeniality 2. its nice.. i like her outfits.. very preppy. :P and ponny black. yes, ponny black.. she freaked me out a lot. but shes funny. :P you go, tina! ü

a new shirt. watched a new movie. wore a cute outfit. ate a bag of candy. perfect. Ü last night was very fun. Ü

102_contretemps @ 2005-04-02T13:51:00

2005-04-02T06:09:51Z

i am in serious need of an obssesion. its like irc was summer of 2003.. YM was last summer.. friendster was everywhere in between and now that the friendster flame is going out... whats coming in next to cure boredom??? hwah.. [mommy's making me fix my room.. NooooooooOOOOooooooo. i dont wana.] i think while everyone's waiting for that whole new obssesing thing out there were all stuck answering surveys. i dont get why they call em surveys anyway! theres no one waiting to collect your answers or anything. but they're.... fun. in a weird satisfying way.. haha.. ü [buncha crap]

ooooh. i just realized it so much fun to live by the beach. its like anytime you can just go "oooh. i think im going to swim with the fishies now." how fun! Ü i looooove watching those fishes but i kinda felt like a stalker at some point.. lol. im all tan and pretty now.. :P i use to super despise getting darker.. but now its nice!

im bored and i wana go out! kakainis.

102_contretemps @ 2005-04-01T19:59:00

2005-04-01T11:54:24Z

im back from the beach! :P fun. fun. fun. Ü thats it. im too lazy to say more so here.. i took a quiz! oooh-ey. :P

Your Scent is Strawberry

Fun, flirty, and fresh.

You're a complete sweetheart that makes everyone smile!

What Scent Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

102_contretemps @ 2005-03-24T16:14:00

2005-03-24T08:21:19Z

ooooookay. i finally have the damn computer. :P

camille: NOOooooOOOooooOO. how did you get the computer.. again??? *grunt* *grunt*
bianca: im booooored. theres nothing to do. *innocent smile*
camille: well are you using it forever?
bianca: me? NOOooOO. *shake shake head*
camille: fine fine.

--------------------------------------------nine hours later----------------------------------------------

i wake up and guess what?! she's ALREADY using the computer. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOOoooooooooOOOOOO.

haha.. i love you, ate. ü

anyway... what happened:

YESTERDAY
i went to shang with some friends... finally! haha.. first we ate at Bon Appetit then we watched the Pacifier. :P funny, man. i super expected it to be corny but nooooooooo. it was cool. Ü and and! Max Thieriot is MINE. no stealering please. ü after, we just went around stores window shopping.. aww.. no moneh. joke.. and then we stayed a SUPER long time in national bookstore... :P

TODAY
had a very weird dream. but it was nice.. Ü and now i am bored... ü

yep.. thats it.

102_contretemps @ 2005-03-20T13:54:00

2005-03-20T05:49:35Z

halata ba na i was bored? ü [i answered this last night.]

1)Starting time: 8:40 pm
2) First name: Hanna
3) Nicknames: Camille, Camileon, Chic, Crazy Camille..?, Ca-mil-le, Penipplee Pikon, Camilce Dulce.. ü, Bread, Gwen, Camilleeeeee, Enca, Hanky… gawsh man.. theres so much more. :P
4) Nationality: Filipino.. woohoo!
5) Email: camille_enca@yahoo.com and tripper_1002@yahoo.com [im not sure if my hotmail still works]
6) Eyes: black
7) Age: fourteen
8) Siblings: 2: Kuya and Ate [I think they’d kill me if I put their names here so nevermind..]
9) Been drunk before: uh.. how can you tell? ü
10) Cheated: bwahahahahahaha
11) Missed school cause of rain: nope
12) Set any body part on fire for amusement: nah man.
13) Kept a secret from everyone: yea
14) Had/have a boy/girlfriend: no.. aww.. still waiting for my hot mestizo to come. :P
15) Wanted to hook up w/a friend: nooo
16) Had a crush on a teacher: ack no.
17) Tea or coffee: coffee
18) Ever owned a 'New Kids on the block": what the hell is that?
19) Ever prank called someone: ugh..?
20) Been on stage: yeap.
21) Cried: yeba.. ü
22) Been mean: everyday.. :P
23) Been sarcastic: ay grabe no.
24) Met someone new: yes.. what a stupid question.
25) Talk/text someone you had a crush on: before.. as in a looong time ago. ü
26) Missed someone: yes.. “we’re only going to be gone 2 days.” Lol.
27) Hugged someone: yea
28) Fought w/parent(s): fought..? not really intense.. more like argue.. ü
29) Wished upon a star: YEAH MAN! On a real shooting star!!! Ü
30) Laughed until you've cried: yeah… fun!
31) Watched sunrise/sunset: sunset lang coz im not pleasant in the morning. :P [my motto: “go and kick the idiot that woke you up for no valid reason”]
32) Went to the beach at night: yeah
33) Read a book for fun : YES thanks to ate and bea.. ü
34) Ate meat: dude, I am a carnivore. [okay not really.. but I love mah meat!]

**ARE/DO YOU:**
35) Are you lonely: not really..
36) Are you happy: yeah.. mommy finally let me order yellowcab.. Ü
37) Are you talking to someone online: just went offline but kanina yeah..
38) What are you listening to at this moment: kuya’s friends making noise.
39)Do you drive: nope.. I wana learn!
40)What do you drive: -----
41) Do you enjoy concerts: I don’t think I’ve even been to a real one
42) Do you always decline when invited to
parties: NO. I looove to party. :P
43) Have you ever been to an ER: don’t think so
44) If you were a month, you'd be: December or maybe March
45) Who named you: my parents
46) Backstreet Boys or Nsync: Backstreet Boys, definitely. Ü [get down get down!]
47) Last time u showered: uhhh.. joke lang! just did.. ü
48) Last thing u said when u talked online: “I want a jojo jacket, damnit!”
49) Whats right next to u: the other computer chair
50) Whats on your computer desk: [besides the computer itself?] my phone
51) Last thing u ate: YELLACAB woot woot… Ü
52) Where would you want to go on your
honeymoon: Europe.. I know.. common but its romantic and purty there!
53) Who do you want to spend the rest of your
life with: a no-need-to-pay-but-go-ahead-charge-all-you-want credit card.. Ü
54) Weather right now: cool.. even if its summer
55) What did you do last night: read my new book
56) How do YOU eat an Oreo: i personally don’t believe in that whole *twist* *lick* *dunk* thing.. just stuff the damn oreo in your mouth and get it over with. [haha.. galit eh.]
57) All time favorite tv show: Frasier, Grounded for Life, That 70’s Show, Arthur, was that Filbur of Filbert... basta that cartoon, MG [bwahahahaha, ate.]
58) Dream car: one of those sexy black cars with beige leather interior.. ooee. Ü
59) What do you want to be: I seriously have no idea.. help.
60) Party animal or homebody: ugh.. both? lol
78) Music or television: TV! That way you can always turn to Mtv or Myx if you feel like some music. ü
79) Fav food: damn this is a hard question. fries, pizza, chocolates, candies………Ü
80) Fav day of week: when theres school Saturdays but when its vacation time MONDAYS baybeh. Ü
82) Parlez vous anglais?: watchu tawkin bou? I aint no comprehendin’ [wtf?]
83) If u could change your name, what would it
be? I like my name.. though I’d change everyone else’s whose named Camille
84) Do you sleep w/stuffed animals: nope
85) Who and what do you always pray for: *said in a thick western accent* world peace. Haha.. my family mostly. Ü
86) First daughter's name: if ever I get married and have a kid im gonna name her Cali! Oh yeah! very.. alcoholic.. no that’s not it.. :P
87) Wife/Husband: ------
88) First son: ------
89) Fave drink: apple juice is my water! I love root beer too. :P
90) Fave colors: pink, yellow, aqua, black, white. Ü
91) time finished: 11:25 pm.. hahaha.. I stopped for a loooong time.
92) what is your comment about this question? Whaaaaaaat?

it was ate's prom last night.. yikee, ate! porridge. :P [dont kill me]